WHY AM I HERE
POETICALLYSMOOTH

Why Am I Here?

WHY IS IT SO HARD TO LET GO?
I DON’T KNOW, BUT I HAVE TO FIND A WAY.
I CAN’T STAY ANY LONGER,
I HAVE TO GET AWAY.
I KEEP ASKING MYSELF WHY DO I STAY.
THIS PAIN IS BECOMING UNBEARABLE,
IT HURTS SO BAD.
TOO MANY TEARS ALONG WITH A BROKEN HEART.
STILL TOGETHER,
YET SO FAR APART.
WHEN WILL IT END?
WHEN WILL I SAY GOODBYE?
HOW CAN I STAY
WHEN ALL HE DOES IS MAKE ME CRY?
CRY FOR HIS LOVE, A LOVE HE WON’T GIVE.
AM I NOT DESERVING OR DOES HE EVEN REALLY CARE?
WHY AM I HERE?
I ASK MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
I HOPE THAT SOON
STRENGTH WILL BE ON MY SIDE.
THAT’S WHEN I WILL BE ABLE TO WALK AWAY
WITH A SMILE, DIGNITY AND PRIDE
BECAUSE I KNOW I REALLY TRIED.
NO MORE PAIN OR TEARS AND
MY HEAD HELD HIGH.
NO MORE GUESSING WHAT WENT WRONG,
WHY DID HE DO ME THIS WAY,
HOW COME HE CAN’T LOVE ME OR
DOES HE EVEN CARE IF I GO OR STAY.
TOO MANY QUESTIONS
I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO ASK,
I HOPE THAT SOON I WILL BE ABLE TO MOVE ON AND
PUT THIS PAIN TO REST.

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