I'm Deeply Sorry
Kristy

We had so many good times,
So many more then bad.
We laughed till we cried so often,
And sometimes we were sad.

I think about the good times,
They make me have some hope.
I try not to see the bad times,
As then I just can’t cope.

But then I realized something,
It hit me like a train.
If I forget about the bad times,
It won’t take away the pain.

Those times we had are there & real,
Because we made that so.
We hurt each other badly,
And then I made you go.

Not because I hate you,
Not because your bad.
Only because I love you,
But because I was sad.

I was sad to see you lonely,
Every time I had a drink.
I was sad to see you angry,
Because I didn’t think.

So many times I did this,
To take away my pain.
But every time I did this,
I only added to its gain.

Then we forgot how to talk,
And we forgot how to trust.
We didn’t forget how to love,
We knew that was a must.

I wear these rings in hope each day,
That you’ll return to me,
So I can right my wrongs,
If only you could see.

To finish what we started,
And take back what we have.
To learn to love and trust again,
And give all that we gave.

I took our love for granted,
And all the things you did for me.
But, I am getting better now,
I wish you could only see.

I mean it when I say I’m sorry,
From the bottom of my heart.
I want to say it a different way,
But can’t think how to start.

I made some terrible mistakes,
Some I can’t explain,
Mistakes that are the past now,
But past won’t take away the pain.

Please find it in your heart,
To heal and to accept.
I love you darling Michael,
And feel blessed that we have met.

Now I know why family,
Is the gift from up above.
So hang on to your family,
And show them that you love.

Your son, he is now walking,
And when he smiles I see his dad,
I see you in him every day,
And miss what we once had.

Please find the strength to love me,
I only ask once more.
I won’t hurt you again I promise,
I refuse to close the door.

I miss you every night & day,
The hours are so long.
I hate myself for doing this,
I dislike what I did wrong.

Please forgive me for my weakness,
And all the pain it caused.
Please forgive me for my anger,
And for all my flaws.
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